I am starting to understand my new life. I wanted to go through the temple during the open house and so I made a trip to visit mom and see it. She had previously gone through with someone else, so I just went through by myself.
This part of my life is pretty tough but I have learned if there is something I want to do I better just do it. I have never needed someone to hold my hand, but I haven't dared always leave Dean alone either. He has switched his medicine and the new stuff seams to be much better for him. None of it works as well as when we first started with it, but they side effects have gotten much better with the switch.
The temple was beautiful. I went through it when I was a young teenager and it was remodeled and rededicated. I was able to be in the Priesthood room for the dedication. This time I just took a quick walk through. I understand you can see the Priesthood room from one of the walk ways but that wasn't on the tour.